And I just wanna tell you: it takes everything in me not to call you. And I wish I could run to you and I hope you know that every time I don’t, I almost do.
There is nothing worse than this. How do you stay away from your comfort zone? How do you keep yourself from reaching out because it only hurts more? How do you find this kind of self or impulse control when everything in you is pushing you to do the opposite?
You have to. Every single time you go through a break up. And it’s the worst part.
You do what you need to do — change the person’s name in your phone to “Don’t” or “Asshole,” if it’s not an amicable break.
Sometimes those don’t work and you slip.